Q what do you do when 

you’re in the cottage …

alone and @ home …
unable to do ... well, anything ...

 and it's only you & your peg legz?

your Mexican construction workers,

your Russian beat

your crypt-like neighborz?

A MAIL LLL LL art.

With your three Matrioshka dolls,

ex: this is FAIRFAX people,

 this is RUSSIA.

Don’t play with me –  don’t fuck around either -

I’ll get my kindred Russians,

i become Russian when the moon comes up
the NEW scorpion moon in mars,

 i hang w my Jewish 2nd-family upfront, 

 I chill w the Russians behind me...

We sing traditional folks songs,

and i tell bad jokes

говорящ пакостные пить, претендуя мы don' несоосность Moscow t,

 или снежок выпивая холодную водочку пока мы говорим в России никакая такая вещь как э : 

выпивая проблема

really it’s lovely;

and, then, sometimes i wonder: 

how did i leave it here? 
and for so long. 
and, then -

 i know why i'm injured.

after 4+ years in the cottage -

 how did i NOT know the tree next door 

has always been bearing FRUIT - well, it was -

and i didn't know it. ever.
 OBVIOUSLY i was a blind woman 

blind but never once crippled
nǣfreǣfre [never] [ever.];   

now it's the other way around.

it was always there

dropping ripe and ready
 flavorful fruit,

just outside the courtyard

always ready - always growing

always green. it only needed time

and patience to become

edible

to me, 
  

California avocados -

outside my doorway.

AVACADOS you can EAT, yall!

en français un avocat est aussi un avocat

 un problème potable; n'est pas un problème 

c'est la spécialité de maison d'cottage 

 rouge de vin ou blanc -

dames préférées; 

renards d'abord.

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